i so want many many sunflowers to make me happy

KOR KOR IS BULLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

but i shall still friend youuu(:

i'm so positive that i woke up at 4am in the morning
feeling uber guilty
then i cant slp and start thinking
tads wad i hate about choosing between 2 things
u ended up hurting/lying one or both of them
which makes me guilty
i dunno why.
its not like i did something wrong
but somehow i just feel tad its wrong
and guilt is eating me up
so ya.tired the whole day
got a white skirt
i hope the top tad i want will still be there tml
oh.i haven done a single hmwk
leonie is so dead.bye

i'm 16plus years old
and liking someone for almost one-quarter of my life sounds super ridiculous

wheeee(:
ok.i'm feeling quite high now.
just ignore me lurh
ok.so we had this x-country in the morning
sppossed to meet og peo at hougang control station
so ya.walked to buangkok in the morning and i saw music boy
haha.he said mickeymouse is the suspicious people around
i think he's jealous.lols
talked abit.i'm getting all emo again.
anyw.met them and cabbed to eastcoast
then x-country but we walked most of the time
ya.only like run a teeny bit.talked mostly with the class peo
they are nice(:
after tad went outing with my og
the class peo also happened to go same place.which is like suntec
so we ate at carls and blahblah
then i was like so tired and not high
so went back with grace they all
stopping at ps first
reached home and slpt to like 6
but i'm still tired ):
and there's school until 5 tml
and i'm trying to cramp pulcinella suite
i'm still so not familiar with the doff mvmt
i'm so dead tml

mmm.
i took a super long time to realise tad some things never change
snd often.too many words are left unspoken
how much more can i wish for?

mmm.like i finally is online again
i desperately nd time to prac piano
i think i'll fail grd8 if i cont to not prac cos of sch work
dangs
anyw.we're separated frm og
so now we go by class
my class is uh.funny i think
esp during cl lessons
i love cl lessons cos we can like speak el to the cher
and she wun ignore u
hehe.and i'll keep laughing
tired tired
ran like 2.4
i know its only a super short distance but i haven been running since indo trip
so ya.i slept for like 3 hrs after i got bck hm
ten cont slping again at 11
crosscountry soon :(
i keep telling peo i dun want to run.
short post.i'm kinda busyyyyy now.

went sch uber early today to do something for ogl
mmm.ya.and i dun think he knows y we gave him __
lols.then lectures start today
gp was erm..
the cher is uber straghtforward and ya
made us say things like my life is insignificant and stuff
lols.and the notes are sooooo thick.
omg.then rotted for 2 hrs before i crash into lit
and i was so totally lost during the poetry analysis or something
like so chim
and when thr is this poem reading thing,
all i was paying att to was the background music
like oh there is violin melody cello as bass and blahblah
i wasnt even paying att to the words
i think i'll fail straight if i take it
anyw.rotted for another hour before math
its like easy cos its only revision for amath
and its not the real bulk of stuff we're sppssed to learn
so ya.i think its still ok and quite bored 0:

tml is music lesson
i've been looking forward to this for dunno how many days le
i hope it will be ice fun interesting
and the theacher will be ok.cos he still looks vfierce to me
and i'll report everything to mum tml(:

my spec is going to break soon
so i'll nd a new one.mmm

hello!!
i'm finally posting
busy these few days.yupps orientation(:
cos its only like 3days
like so short can?!? other sch got like 8 days
and they are dismissed at like 12plus
lols.but its kinda fun
our group kept playing games and the forfeits are so mean
like do ballerina twirl roung an OG
propose to the mirror which is like in front of the canteen
go to the centre of an OG and scream like madwoman
still got loads can!!
lols.but i din do any of those forfeits(:(:
anyw finale yst so ended at 9plus
then suppossed to meet kor at the gate thr but the bridge was closed!!
so me and elise went another way and i was like lost
but in the end still found the way to mrt
haha.and i cant see kor when he can see me can?!?
and he was like stop climbing the stairs
and i was like how u know i climbing stairs when i cant see u?!?
he's so right to predict tad i'll be lost
like so lame.we stopped at buangkok and went cp to get strpsils
then kor go buangkok station again.LOLS!
i was like so high yst so poor kor must pei me crazy
haha.reached home at like 10plus i think
then bathe and sleep(:(:
no jogging for leonie today!!

lessons start on mon.
not real lesson i think but its still lesson
and music is on tue(: yeah
finally.i dunno how many got in music but i hpe the peo will be like nice
like my sec music peo lurh
their abso-mag(:
nyw the teacher looks fierce but i hope he's nice like mrstay(:
i guess jc life will be much tougher
so yeah.

oh.i'll miss OG5 and mat and playing handiplast):